Still experiencing butt kicking energies. Symptoms include sleepless night, fatigue, overwhelm, freezing cold, sweating, fogginess. I feel like a hit parade of all my old challenges are arising for a curtain call. I had several days of extreme hunger leading to hyperglycemic type symptoms which I have not experienced in years, an infected toe, grouchiness, sensitivity to noise, feeling like I am being hit with n electric wire with my body buzzing, feeling intense pressure in my head. While I am generally able to stay out of future negative fantasies or story, today I was tired of feeling so off balance, never knowing when these intense symptoms may arise. I am having so many creative miracles arise but I still do not experience much joy. I have never had so many invitations which is fun and my connection to community is flourishing. I cannot fully imagine what my life will be if the predictions are accurate and the initiation or incubation phase for all of us first wavers subsides and I actually would feel good all the time. Luckily I am generally able to not have the physical challenges turn into emotional upset. But the last days have not been fun. I am very grateful that I maintain faith and certainty that all is well and this is leading us to ultimate freedom. But i gotta say, it will be fine with me to see the backside of all of these challenges. Some of them I had not experienced in years and had forgotten how painful they can be, how debilitating. Hang in there my loves, the surf is up!
remembering the joy of being
“Butt kicking energies” is right! Too many solar flares, and perhaps too much rain all at once. Felt good this morning; this afternoon, too many “ghosts of Christmas past.” Or at least the feelings that went along with them. However, if the weather gurus are correct, we may have nearly a week of rainfree weather starting tomorrow. Sure hope so! Maybe the mood will level off, and the bones stop aching so much?
Has your poison oak cleared up? I sure hope so.
Thank you for sharing. May we all find more “comfort and joy.”
Big hug!
Amen sister, yup, too much of everything but good is in the air too, I feel and see it. Yes, sun would so help me rebalance and come to ground. I have had so many wonderful invitations yet feel I must sit in silence and hopefully in sun too and take all this momentous shift in more slowly.
Yes, thanks for asking and remembering, it did clear off. I said it would only be a week and after a week it was manageable.
Will be in your neck of the woods again after Xmas, maybe we can meet again, will contact you later. Hang in there sweetie! xoxooxoxox