miracles ahead

Today circumstances are conspiring to allow me to pass through a ring of fear. Needless to say, not my favorite situation so lucky I know the freedom on the other side to fortify my shaky mood. I feel the tension between my shoulders, I cuddle the part of me asking not to have to face this fear. I drink my tea s l o w l y with the deepest compassion for my own lack of complete trust in this area of vulnerability. I ask myself what could help me get through this with more grace. I witness how a challenging situation was compounded when more circumstances were added that feel less than fun. I had the load over to the Divine which I now picture as handing it over to my buddy Jeez (otherwise know as Jesus.) This is huge as a former Catholic Jesus was not a word I could even say for decades. Now he is my best bud and loves taking all burdens from me.

Many of us are facing some of our most persistent false identities and beliefs about limitation. It is not so fun for sure. Let’s hold hands as we surf these waves together, knowing we so got this. I wonder what miracles await on the other side?

later: I find myself needing to re-parent the frightened younger part of self, asking what shirt, sweater she would like to wear to feel comforted. She wanted to light a candle etc. I keep asking this frightened part of self what she needs while knowing I am caught in an illusion. I willingly surrender it to a higher power, knowing this is simply an obstacle to love that has run its course. May all beings feel held in love.

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